A California Dream



A question left unanswered
As I see the way you do
Your words hollow as you go another way
I’m left out here hanging … just hanging in space
You see, you want what you want, demand what you need
Know what don’t you see? You dont see Me
An empty seat, I’m not present
A man alone.
Did you need me? Did you care?
Were there others who filled my place there?
Professed love left hanging, empty words
A means to an end
Wanted what you wanted
Im just a means to an end.
It’s funny how I believed
Guess I saw what I wanted to see
In the end, there may be others
To fill the place I wanted to be
Know who won’t be there to be filled with pain to see?
Me.

An Original Poem by H.R. Beebe

Snapshots, Moments and Memories



In the quiet of the night, I see her there
The beauty of her face calling me
Wanting me

Her eyes like jewels, the blue of the sky
Glimming bright and alive

I feel my heart warm as she beckoned me near

Her smile moved me.. her laugh was love

I saw her there in dreams calling to me as we shared an umbrella on a rainy spring day

Oh, how I wanted her as we were caught up in our youth…. in the moment

I snapped her picture, and there was no one else there, just me and her and the spring shower…

Locked in the moment
We loved in the moment

As we shared our youth
The moment
Ourselves

Alive together , we relished
Each other, for an instant, we were one
Closer than friends
Closer than lovers

We shared a bond of youth
A bond of life
A bond of experience
We may never cross paths again

But we experienced life in all its many
Facets, colors, feeling
A marriage of youth
Of life
Of love
A Snapshot, A Moment, A Memory
And in the end, that’s all we really are left with…
Snapshots, Moments, and Memories
A love forever remembered.

An Original Poem By H.R. Beebe

Where The Clouds Gather

With dark expectations, we gathered
With hope fleeting, we challenged the dark knowledge
We surrounded the man whose future laid in the balance
His life narrowed to a few gestures of his hand or a blink of his eye
As his blood poured.. his spirit faded
It’s funny how you can rationalize another’s life away when it isn’t yours
Starvation blatantly on display as thirst dried his aspect.. With two weeks of torture
The man faced the darkness while others fought over his belongings and morality
His time came to an end..the light faded from his eyes as a final breath released
Wailing could be heard as the people rushed to
Witness his departure
The clouds gathered… that August day
And at the moment of his last breath..rain began to fall..as if the very sky shed tears to mark the man’s passing
A man gone..
A memory created
It was a Wednesday
When my father died.

An Original Poem by H.R. Beebe

A Moment Of Clarity



We are lost in the darkness of an uncertain world
Adrift on seas raging with the unknown
Each moment, an affirmation of our aloneness
We navigate this journey alway afraid of our own choices
Left or right, we ponder in earnest as if our lives hang in the balance
The stress of not knowing is the rub
The Sword of Damocles is always there waiting to end us
As we imagine our own failure of reason
The truth in the thought, the proof in the idea
Failure is only a choice, success as well
The truth is that you choose your path, create your fate
Reality is in the doing, not the image.. not in the fear
Destiny is in our grasp.. when you understand this, you win
And move on.

An Original Poem by H.R. Beebe

Encounters



Sometimes, we are lost in the moment
Caught up in the flow
Adrift in our own existence
Too focused to know

We have moved forward
But, not yet perceived
That we left behind that moment
And those we thought we need

Touching spirits for an instant
To gain insight
To gain hope
Then faded those connections

Like mist at dawn
Burned away by the rising sun
Until just memories remain
And in time, even they are gone

Need is a powerful thing
A motivator grasping for gain
Until we understand
We already have everything

The emptiness is an illusion
The encounter preordained
The experience was inevitable
As the Spring rain

Life is a series of moments
That has been given since time began
To be savioured and learned from
Then, it is released as you move on

Those we encounter…meet along the path
They were sent there to teach a lesson
Abundance is within you
It’s always been in the palm of your hand.

An Original Poem by H.R. Beebe

Lux… Redux


Slipstream shadows
Wraith the passing mist
Lost in the empty nothingness
Of the odd

Moments pass in the brutal silence
Of forgotten lonely places
Peace sundered by an instant of
Truth… it all can pass

Blink from existence
Flash of clarity we are all temporary
Moments to come
Moments to go

Shadows really
Here then gone
Nothing left but an empty space
Where something had been

An hour a day
Lost in the past
Existing in the now
Eclipsed in tomorrow

Mere ashes, remnants
Creatures of the luminescent
Denizens of the mist
Energy passing to everlasting

As our forms fade
Taken by the forward fate
We leave this time… this space
The dust of its place

And move
On

An Original Poem by H.R. Beebe